Well, in first place I got to tell you guys that my first post was a different side of me, I am not a grumpy person, it only happens sometimes when I come across something or I'm not in a good mood or I feel left out. Then I start being paranoid and get all sorts of stuff spinning in my head and think that every innocent thing is wrong.
Coming back to what I really wanted to talk about...I was saying that I had some interesting days, in which I learned a thing or two, realized how important is to have these great people around you, that we call "friends", real friends, not some leeches that only want you to be their friend because you do all kinds of favors for them or are there for you only when they need you to be. No, real friends are always there for you, even if you are happy or sad, good or bad or who knows what, they are always a shoulder to cry on. Even if I didn't really had real friends for a long time now(besides a friend from kindergarten and some other few friends that I used to hang with), but you know why? because those who I thought they are my friends ended up being "leeches". For example I had a friend back in high school that only wanted us to hang out when she had something to do or was lonely after a break up, or the many reasons she found that I could spent time with her. Anyways those things are over and I finally found this great boy that understands me and thanks to him I met these awesome people, his friends, now our friends.
Two days ago...I went out with my boyfriend, Norbi, after he got out from an exam, spent some time together, but something was not okay, something definitely bothered him. I was thinking that the fact that we had a little quarrel a day before that, got him in a grumpy mood - well, mostly it was my fault. What I've learned from this is that you should never reproach the fact that he doesn't spends enough time with you if he already has some more important things to do, like developing skills, involving in all kinds of projects, thinking about how to have a successful career. And I don't blame him, it's what we are supposed to do right now, concentrate on our professional life and not on our personal life that much. So we talked about this and came to the conclusion that we are going to continue our relationship as a couple because we love each other, but that's it. Until we will gain enough skills to have a successful and satisfied career we won't go to the next step in our relationship.
After discussing that, we went out to this great, new pub, called Rocco with two friends, Carina and Panti. The place, atmosphere, music, company and last but not least the coffee/tea were awesome.We talked about our favorite tv shows, movies, hobby, things what we were planning to do together, things that made us feel closer to each other. We had a great time !
Sorry I've lenghten the story a bit too much, but this way I will be able next time-when my imagination returns back to me :)-to tell you more of my great days. So... Stay tuned !
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